The Way of Life for a Terminal S-Class Hunter - C32
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Although there was talk that it might be a bit hard on the body, it wasn’t something to be taken multiple times, and with only about a year left in life, there was no reason to take care of the body.
In fact, when deciding to take sleeping pills, I thought about going to someone else. However, it would be a burden on that person too, and above all, I didn’t want to. Having sex with someone I didn’t care for was something I had never even considered.
“If I take strong sleeping pills that even hunters use and sleep, I won’t go looking for Seo-heon when I wake up.”
I also set up obstacles in front of the door. Normally, I could push them away with one hand, but in an unconscious state, it would be difficult to break through. Then, although it was still early, I swallowed the sleeping pills I had prepared in advance.
“Ugh…”
The pill stuck to the roof of my mouth, spreading an unpleasant bitter taste. I took out water to drink belatedly, but the pill’s unpleasant odor continued to linger in my mouth.
I closed my eyes and counted backwards. The effect was more powerful than I had known, and I became dizzy in an instant. Maybe it’s because I had no tolerance for hunter-grade medicine. It had been a long time since I had taken any medication like painkillers.
Falling asleep happened quickly.
***
“Huh, hic…”
Contrary to my hope of sleeping quietly until morning, my eyes opened like a ghost. My body, seeking pain and pleasure, had overcome the effects of the medicine.
I grabbed my nape and clawed at it. This seal was cursed, I hated my body, and my love for Seo-heon felt dirty. The past when this feeling was considered lovely and joyful seemed like a very long time ago.
I barely held onto consciousness that faded in and out like a flickering light bulb. Anxiety sprouted that if I lost consciousness like this, I might go looking for Seo-heon again. I couldn’t trust myself anymore.
I didn’t want to crumble because I couldn’t resist this poison when I had even made up my mind to settle things completely. I started searching my inventory for something to tie myself up with. What caught my eye was a pair of handcuffs I had used long ago to deal with hunters who were breaking the law and running wild.
With trembling hands, I took out the handcuffs, put one side on my hand, and was about to attach the other side to the bed head.
Thump, thump.
A sound loud enough to react to my dulled hearing was heard. I shook my head to clear my blurry vision and clenched my fists.
Click.
The moment the handcuffs locked, the sound of knocking on the door became louder and clearer.
“Woo-hyun, are you there?”
It was Seo-heon’s voice. Of all times, he had to come now.
I desperately tried to pretend I wasn’t there by covering my mouth. If even the slightest sound escaped, the sensitive Kang Seo-heon would notice, and that would be the end. My body, not knowing my intentions, even took my breath tickling my hand as stimulation.
“I’m coming in.”
Seo-heon, who I thought would naturally leave if I didn’t answer, instead tried to open my room door and enter.
Of all times, right after putting on the handcuffs, I was caught in a dilemma where I couldn’t hide or run away. It felt like I had tripped over my own feet.
“What’s this?”
Seo-heon, who was trying to push open the door, muttered in disbelief at the obstacle I had set up in advance.
Bang! Crash.
Easily destroying the obstacles and entering, his face was filled with bewilderment.
“You didn’t set this up to prevent me from coming in, did you?”
Seo-heon, who roughly cleared away the collapsed obstacles, took off his shoes and entered the room. The change in his relaxed movement came after our eyes met.
“Who did this to you? Why are you just lying there?”
Seo-heon asked urgently as he rushed towards me. Looking at the situation, it was indeed easy to misunderstand.
“Ah… No!”
“I asked who did this!”
Thinking I wouldn’t answer, Seo-heon stood up abruptly and was about to search the house. I grabbed the hem of his clothes. It was a weak grasp, but Seo-heon didn’t shake it off.
“What do you mean no? You’re not trying to protect the trash who did this, are you?”
Waves of anger surged between his words. Although it would never happen, if Seo-heon was in this state, I would have been angry like this too, so I understood. The troubling point was that I wasn’t tied up by someone else.
“That… It… It wasn’t done by someone else. I did it myself. Huh…”
As I tried to speak at length, a moan I had been holding back escaped. Seeing Seo-heon, my body reacted like a trained dog. However, the fact that I could maintain my sanity better than before showed that the power of the seal had certainly weakened. But that didn’t mean the state of excitement was subsiding.
“You did this?”
Seo-heon pressed closer to me in disbelief. He grabbed me as I tried to curl up and hide. Then, as if not allowing even a hint of escape, he held my face to make me look at him.
“Why?”
He asked as if he couldn’t understand the reason. I thought he would immediately understand the situation by looking at my condition, but Seo-heon genuinely looked puzzled.
“Don’t tell me you’re like this because you don’t want to come to me?”
Seo-heon, who had been thinking for a while, asked in a somewhat distorted tone. I was about to say what else could it be, but I closed my mouth. Saying that would likely upset him more, and I didn’t have the energy to speak at length. Just waving my hand to signal him to leave was the best I could do.
“Why? Do you want me to leave?”
Seo-heon, as always, didn’t move as I wanted. Instead, he pulled down my pants and chuckled.
“How can I leave when Baek Woo-hyun’s pants are this wet? How can I leave you when someone else might come in at any moment?”
Who else would come into my room without permission besides you? I wanted to retort like that, but all I could do was struggle in his hands.
“You even put on handcuffs, what should I do? Because of this, it seems you can’t run away from me.”
“Huh… Why, why did you come to my room?”
Seo-heon seemed overly excited by this situation too. I tried to say anything to calm him down, but it wasn’t very effective.
“I came because I thought you might have something to say to me… During meals today, you kept looking at me like a puppy who did something wrong. I was also worried because the seal is still there.”
The comparison to a puppy who did something wrong didn’t fit, but it was true that I kept looking at Seo-heon. It was also true that I had done something wrong, so most of the impression he got was justified.
“Now, I can’t… so get out!”
I knew it was wrong to get angry despite being in this position. However, it was true that I felt disappointed with Seo-heon for not understanding my desire to prevent our relationship from getting any worse.
Maybe it was because I was the only one still attached to a relationship that had already been broken for a long time.
Seo-heon, unfazed by my resistance, stroked my handcuffed hand and caressed my neck. With just that small stimulation, my body gushed like water. Not wanting him to notice, I hurriedly closed my legs.
“Your hand is already hurt.”
As Seo-heon said, my wrist was red and chafed. If it had been a regular handcuff, there wouldn’t have been a single wound, but since it was an item made to subdue hunters, this had happened.
Seo-heon grabbed my nape without my response and examined the seal.
“It will all disappear after today passes.”
While saying this, he pulled down my underwear with his other hand. It was a movement without a hint of hesitation.
“Because you put on the handcuffs, I can’t take off your shirt. Bear with it even if it’s disappointing.”
What disappointment…! If it were Seo-heon, he could easily unlock these handcuffs, but he didn’t seem to have any intention of doing so. He seemed more concerned about restricting my movements than worrying about my wrists.
The lighting was so bright that Seo-heon’s face was too clearly visible.
I didn’t know it would be more painful to have my mind relatively intact. Regardless of my feelings, Seo-heon immediately licked my hole. I tried to move back at this sudden action, but I ended up just kicking uselessly.
“Why there! No, huh, ugh.”
The sensations I had suppressed with reason flooded all at once, making my body languid. The strength completely left my legs that I had been keeping closed, and small convulsions followed.
“Since I can’t suck the top, I’ll suck the bottom at least.”
Seo-heon, satisfied with spreading my legs, moved his tongue persistently as if trying to smooth out every wrinkle. Heat rushed to my head as if a dam had collapsed.
Seo-heon focused on my lower part without saying a word. I wanted to cover my ears because of the squelching sounds.
“Huk!”
The tongue that seemed like it would keep licking around forever gradually entered the hole. The sensation of something hot and moist pushing inside provided a different shock from that of a penis.
“No, …Seo-heon, please… I don’t like the tongue.”
Fear was the first thought that came to mind at this unfamiliar sensation. Seo-heon stroked my thighs as if to comfort me, saying it was okay, while poking my inner walls with the tip of his tongue. The intense sensation, as if being pricked by a needle inside, was painful beyond pleasure.
Tilting my head back, I used my last remaining strength to try to push Seo-heon’s shoulders away, but my feeble resistance was useless.
“You don’t look like you’re in pain. Are you just embarrassed?”