Shi ni Modori, Subete wo Sukuu Tame ni Saikyou He to Itaru - CHAPTER 2

Out of the darkness – consciousness emerges.

I – Eric – thought about the current situation with my mind in a fuzzy state.

‘Why… why am I alive?’

I should have died, definitely. I should have died next to Irene, slashed in the neck with a dagger.

So why am I waking up now?

I tried to open my eyes to see what was going on, but for some reason I couldn’t get up.　I try to look around, but my head feels heavy and I can’t turn my face to the side.

I mustered all my strength and tilted my head to the side, and all I could see was a wooden fence. And the view from the fence wasn’t the outside, but a wall. It looked like the inside of a house.

Hmm? A fence? A wall? Wait, I have no idea what the situation is.

The ground on my back doesn’t feel like hard earth either. It feels soft and feathery.

And by turning to the side, I could see my own hand – I probably felt it was my own hand, but it was an incredibly small hand.

‘Huh? Is this my hand? It’s a baby’s hand!’

Afterwards, as he tried hard to lift his legs and touch his own body with his small hands, he realized that his body had become that of a baby.

“Ahh, ahh ahhh.”

Even if I to speak up, it seems my vocal cords aren’t yet developed enough in my current body, and I can only make inarticulate sounds.

Finally realizing my situation, or rather, the strange change in my body, I try to somehow understand this change.

‘I… apparently reincarnated, I guess something like that.’

I heard somewhere that reincarnation is when a dead soul is reborn into this world once more.

But… I remember everything from my previous life. Doesn’t this mean that you lose your memories and start a new life?

Why do I remember everything from my previous life… my life as Eric?

…It’s no good. No matter how much I think about it, I can’t find the answer.

However, I hated the fate that had orchestrated this reincarnation.

‘Don’t mess with me…I just wanted to die…’

There’s no meaning to my life in this world anymore… Right now, I had absolutely no energy to survive in this world.

If I were to be reborn, please erase my memories of my previous life…

Now there wasn’t a knife in his hand. But if there had been, he probably would have cut his own throat without hesitation.

If there was any other way to die, he probably would have died right away. However , with this baby’s body, he cannot kill himself.

If you try to hold your breath, you might die if you try hard enough… but it’s a new life.

The parents who gave birth to this baby, especially the mother, endured pain that felt like her stomach was being torn apart in order to give birth to this child – me.

I would feel bad about dying because of the circumstances of my previous life. But what is my purpose in life that allows me to live in this world?

No matter how many new people I meet or how many new things I gain, if I continue to live in this body, now that I’ve lost Irene, it’s as if I’ve lost everything.

That was how much Irene meant to me.

But …it would be bad for the child’s parents to let this life go to waste so soon.

I want to live as positively as possible, but will I actually be able to achieve anything?

As I was thinking that, something started to warm up around my crotch…

Oh, I see. Did I wet myself?

Since he was still a baby, he leaked without even realizing it.

…Really? I let it slip without realizing it. If I intentionally let it slip then I’d be a pervert, so that’s not me. However, while it felt warm and comfortable when I was releasing it, now it’s starting to feel a bit gross.

“Ugh… ughhhhh.”

First of all, I’ll try crying out loud. This is intentional, so although it is crying, there are no tears.

They say babies have a job to do, and I’m doing my job right now.

Perhaps in response to my crying, I hear footsteps coming from outside the room. and the door to this room opens.

‘Now, what will my parents look like when they are reborn?’ Thinking that, I look at the face of the person peering at me.

…Eh? …Wait a moment…

“Eric, what’s wrong? Did you pee? I’ll change your underwear now.”

The person in front of me had long blonde hair tied behind her head, beautiful facial features, and sky blue eyes. Her relaxed way of speaking was soothing, a soothing voice I had heard many times before.

That’s right, I have seen this woman in my previous life.

My mother in my previous life, Serena.

‘Why…? There’s no way I could have mistaken it, the mother I saw in my dreams… was right in front of me…’

But… my mother was supposed to be dead…

While I was thinking about this, my mother, who was standing in front of me, changed my dirty underwear, and the unpleasant feeling down there went away, leaving me feeling refreshed.

‘Mom… is that really my mom…?’

Wanting to know if the woman in front of me was really my mother, I stretched out my underdeveloped arms towards her.

“Hmm? What’s wrong Eric? Do you want me to hold you?”

The woman gently holds me in her arms and embraces me with her ample breasts. My body sinks into her soft body.

Being embraced in her breasts, which could be described as the epitome of a woman’s motherhood, I could feel her warmth and scent all over my body.

When I was little in my previous life, I felt…Warm

It had a woody smell.

It’s my mother… My mother, who was supposed to be dead, is in front of me, embracing me…

I felt the warmth I had lost as a child all over my body, and I hold my mother to not lose it again.

I cried in my mother’s arms and this time I cried loudly.

“Oh my, Eric. What really happened?”

Mom looked puzzled at my condition and started shaking me gently to try and get me to stop crying.