I've Been Possessed, But What If I Get Pregnant First? - C83
#83
What…? The next memory that came to mind was a scene of Cha Yuwon… confessing to someone. Calling him hyung. Did Cha Yuwon like someone?
I held my breath and watched the desperate and pitiful confession. The emotion Cha Yuwon felt after leaving behind his dark past was clearly a lovely pink hue. Cha Yuwon’s heart was beating very happily toward the man called ‘hyung’.
‘Hyung, I like you a lot, so… can’t we date?’
But who is he confessing to?
The face of the man Cha Yuwon was confessing to was obscured by his head and couldn’t be seen. Did Cha Yuwon originally have someone he liked? Then what do I do… As Cha Yuwon’s memories and emotions came to me more vividly, I grew worried. If Cha Yuwon had someone he was seeing, what should I do now? My mind was complicated.
Even so, I couldn’t do anything in this situation so I just quietly watched, and the man called ‘hyung’ turned his back and left Cha Yuwon alone.
Cha Yuwon sobbed and clung to the man leaving, but the man coldly left. Cha Yuwon’s heart was dyed in despair. Although it should be someone else’s sadness, because I was synchronized, I felt Cha Yuwon’s emotions fully. Even my heart stung.
Maybe because I hit my head, Cha Yuwon’s fragmented memories sporadically came to mind, making me feel like I really became Cha Yuwon. Tears dripped from Cha Yuwon’s eyes as he blankly stared at the back of the man who left.
Stop… stop thinking.
I hoped this memory would end quickly at the emotion stabbing my heart. It hurts… stop. As I frowned and put strength in my whole body, the memory gradually began to sink below the surface.
“Ah…!”
“He’s awake!”
The memory burrowing dully into my mind stopped and my hazy vision regained focus. As I struggled to open my eyes and looked up at Secretary Kang, she sighed in relief and spat next to me.
“Fuck, you scared me!”
Like fog lifting, my mind became clear and the surroundings slowly came into my eyes. The two men were gone somewhere and only Secretary Kang was here.
Now was the chance.
There was no time to consider and think about many things. Although I could have waited since she said Kwon Taebeom was coming here, my instincts were stopping that. If kidnapping me was for money, she couldn’t talk as if Kwon Taebeom would die soon at the end of every sentence.
This was like… trying to kill Kwon Taebeom using me as bait. If so, I had to escape no matter what before Kwon Taebeom came here. With that thought, I got up without caring about anything else and pushed Secretary Kang.
“Ugh. Fuck! What the-“
Her jaw hit by my sudden attack, she glared at me while spitting blood-mixed saliva.
“Do you really want to die.”
Her gaze emitting cold rage was eerie. Should I have just stayed still obediently. No. Still, I have to try as much as I can. Hurriedly picking up lumber piled around, I shouted at Secretary Kang who was getting up.
“D- don’t come!”
I aimed the end of the lumber at Secretary Kang and stepped back toward the entrance.
‘Just a little more, a little more.’
“If you come, I’ll really hurt you.”
Secretary Kang, who alternated looking at the entrance and me, snorted and leisurely approached, even tying her hair back.
“Ha… what can I do if you keep backstabbing people. I already let it slide once.”
She seems really angry. With an annoyed face, she put her hand in her pocket and pulled out a knife, her eyes sharp.
“Come here. I told you you won’t get hurt if you stay still.”
“Just let me go now.”
“I won’t say it twice.”
“Secretary Kang, please…”
“Aaaaaahhh!!”
Suddenly Secretary Kang screamed and clawed at her head. Her neatly tied hair became disheveled again and flames rose in her eyes.
“Fuck, you’re really pissing me off!!!”
Shouting in rage, Secretary Kang pointed the knife at me as if she couldn’t take it anymore. Would she really stab me with that? Even as I thought that, I stepped back unknowingly in fear. I put strength in my hand holding the lumber.
“I clearly told you to stay put, you didn’t listen, Mr. Yuwon.”
Secretary Kang easily snatched the lumber from me, grabbing the end with a thud. I helplessly looked at the lumber taken away without being able to do anything.
Is Secretary Kang an alpha too by any chance?
I felt regret thinking I should have just stayed still obediently. Secretary Kang glared at me and pushed the tip of the knife. It seemed I couldn’t handle her immense strength. I put my hands together and apologized.
“O- okay, I’m sorry!”
“It’s too late.”
Even at my desperate and tearful apology, Secretary Kang tossed the lumber to one side. The lumber that fell to the floor broke in two from how strong she was.
“Hey, I’ll stay still!”
“I said it’s too late.”
The knife in Secretary Kang’s hand flashed and cold sweat flowed. But as if I didn’t have to die, at that moment, I noticed a hollowed out space behind where Secretary Kang was standing and cement bags piled next to it. If I pushed Secretary Kang over there, I could buy some time, but the problem was the knife in her hand.
No. I can’t end like this.
I swung my arm at Secretary Kang and she nimbly noticed and slightly twisted her body. I hit Secretary Kang’s shoulder by a narrow margin, but the blade cut my palm long.
“Ugh!”
“You, this bastard-“
“So- sorry, hic, ugh…”
Secretary Kang, who lost balance, staggered and fell backwards due to the uneven floor. Taking advantage of that gap, without even feeling the pain, I toppled the materials piled next to her.
Rumble! The materials poured over Secretary Kang and her voice was also buried.
Holding my blood-soaked hand, I ran toward the exit without looking back. As I lowered the barrier I checked in advance, all light disappeared for a moment and I couldn’t see ahead.
“Fuck, I’ll kill you!!”
The collapsed Secretary Kang screamed furiously. My heart pounded at the sound of her wildly throwing materials. I hurriedly escaped the factory and ran aimlessly down the dark road.
My belly was heavy but I ran gritting my teeth. I couldn’t be a burden to Kwon Taebeom, let alone help him. Even more so if that threatened Kwon Taebeom’s life.
As I ran down the quiet road, I heard a faint sound from afar. I looked around as it got closer and closer. Ah, there was no place to hide at all in this open field. I gritted my teeth thinking I couldn’t get caught again, but the approaching sound only grew louder.
Screech-
“Fuck, if you’re caught, you’re dead!!”
Curses mixed with Cantonese and Korean broke the silence. If I looked back, it felt like her chilling eyes would touch me.
“Aaah…”
At that moment, my stomach hurt so much. Maybe because I ran too much with a swollen belly, my legs felt numb and the hand stabbed by the knife also lost sensation.
Is it… all over now?
My legs were heavy and my feet slowed. Holding my stomach with tears in my eyes, the sound of pursuit was heard right next to me.
Ha… I miss Kwon Taebeom. And grandmother… and the men at Uneondong too.
Ho-ppang, Daddy is so sorry…
The Ho-ppang I met in my dream came to mind. A small, fluffy, warm child. My child in the form of a tiger caught my eye.
“Sob… I’m sorry, but I’ll always be with you.”
Tears burst out. Then a rough hand grabbed the back of my head.
“Ah!”
A scream erupted.
I’m so tired now… it’s hard… and painful…
But I feel so sorry to our baby… I wanted to show our Ho-ppang all the beautiful things in this world. I knew well that Kwon Taebeom, who pretends not to, sometimes spends time in Ho-ppang’s room. I remembered his words whispering to Ho-ppang while gently rubbing my sleeping belly.
If I knew this would happen, I should have said I love you a lot more. No, I shouldn’t have met Kwon Taebeom back then.
‘No… sob, I can’t die like this!’
Thinking of Kwon Taebeom who would be left alone, I somehow felt I couldn’t die like this. I was so exhausted that I wanted to give up everything, but imagining Kwon Taebeom struggling alone after sending me and Ho-ppang away, my heart hurt enough to die.
I couldn’t make Kwon Taebeom hurt like this too. Even more so if it’s because of those people.
With all my dying strength, I grabbed the wrist of Secretary Kang holding my hair. As I grabbed both hands and bent my waist, Secretary Kang’s hand made a snapping sound and she let go of me.
“Aah!”
As Secretary Kang’s scream erupted, I slammed my elbow down on her solar plexus. As she flew back, I could finally escape.
“Haa… huff…”
Catching my ragged breath, I glared at Secretary Kang and the men with wary eyes. Then, a car rushed over, stirring up rough sand and dust.
I instinctively knew the person in that car was Kwon Taebeom. Realizing that fact, they urgently reached out toward me.
‘I can’t get caught.’
Although I had no strength in my body, I summoned even my last bit of energy and nimbly slipped between them. I ran recklessly toward the car coming this way, and Kwon Taebeom, who belatedly discovered me, hurriedly stopped the car, rolled out, and ran to me.
“Cha Yuwon!”
“Taebeom!”