If You Want Me - Episode 91
<Episode 91>
It was a lewd voice, but Seo-won rather stiffened even more at it. What did he just hear?
“Wh-why… are you acting so strange?”
“You have to call me it a lot to get used to it.”
Seo-won blatantly said it was strange, but Do-gyeom answered as if there was a reason for everything, as if it was nothing. It seemed like he sincerely meant it, separate from being excited.
If it was an absurd request, he could just firmly refuse. Because he wasn’t interested in that kind of play. But on the other hand, he was curious why Do-gyeom was making this request.
“Do you want… to hear the word hyung that much?”
He had overheard many terms of endearment between lovers. Although it gave him goosebumps, things like ‘honey’, ‘dear’, or shortening Do-gyeom’s name to ‘Gyeom-ie’.
Even if he couldn’t adapt to it, if Do-gyeom wanted to hear these terms of endearment between them, he could understand that at least. But it seemed a bit strange that he was simply obsessed with the term ‘hyung’. Don’t many people besides him call Do-gyeom hyung?
Seo-won asked with that thought, but an answer didn’t immediately come from Do-gyeom. In the awkward silence as if he was hesitating, just as Seo-won was contemplating whether to turn around, Do-gyeom belatedly opened his mouth.
“Do I not suit being called hyung?”
“Ah, no! That’s not it… The term hyung doesn’t have any special meaning. So I’m curious why you want to hear it.”
“Just, well… Since our age difference isn’t that big, I thought it would be okay to call me that.”
When Seo-won calmly asked, Do-gyeom answered hesitantly as if being evasive.
Age difference? He wondered what Do-gyeom was talking about, but after thinking for a moment, it seemed he was conscious of the five year age gap between them.
Five years was an age difference that was close yet far. Seo-won couldn’t really feel it when he was with Do-gyeom, but if they had to point it out, when Seo-won was in the tumultuous period called 8th grade, Do-gyeom was an adult.
Come to think of it, Seo-won had emphasized their age difference before, calling Do-gyeom his ‘former boss 5 years older’ and drawing a line. At that time, Do-gyeom seemed to dislike being called that and told him not to. He must have become obsessed with the term ‘hyung’ because of that memory.
After realizing his intentions like that, Seo-won felt a bit absurd. There were reasons for saying that to him…
It was embarrassing for Do-gyeom to see his reddened face, but he felt he should say what needed to be said. Seo-won carefully turned his head to look at him and explained.
“If you’re doing this because of what I said last time, you don’t have to mind it. I said that deliberately to make your affection fall.”
“Still, it’s true that there’s a big age difference between us. I have a conscience too.”
Even though Seo-won told him not to mind it, Do-gyeom still reacted like it bothered him.
A conscience… If he really had a conscience from the beginning, he wouldn’t have asked a 5-year younger Seo-won to be his pheromone partner.
He briefly had that thought, but if he said that, it seemed Do-gyeom would completely sulk. Doing this, it didn’t feel real that he was a respectable member of society, let alone the executive director of a company and older than Seo-won.
He could be disappointed saying what kind of childish person is this, but to Seo-won, it came across as something new. His love for Do-gyeom was so solid that he couldn’t turn his heart away even after seeing his bottom, so he came to accept this level as cute. It was cute that the firm Do-gyeom was acting like this to him.
“I never really thought you were old. In fact… I was the one who liked you first, hyung.”
Although calling him hyung still didn’t come naturally. If Do-gyeom was feeling insecure for that reason, he could call him that as much as he wanted. It was awkward, but it wasn’t difficult.
After mustering up the courage to say the term hyung, he strangely felt ticklish. It’s embarrassing after all. As Seo-won lowered his gaze slightly and let out a sheepish smile at the rushing awkwardness, Do-gyeom suddenly leaned his body more and completely pushed Seo-won against the wall.
“Uh, oh?”
“Seo-won…”
Up until now, he had thought he was pushed against the wall, but didn’t feel trapped. But now it really felt like he was trapped between the wall and Do-gyeom. There was no corner to escape to.
The voice calling him was wet like before, making him tremble a little, and as expected, Do-gyeom’s hot penis touched his butt.
“Eup… ah, it’s touching below…!”
“I know.”
Do-gyeom’s thing wedged between Seo-won’s thighs. At the feeling of it languidly pushing in, Seo-won startled and protested, but Do-gyeom kissed him as if half-listening.
“Eung…!”
Just his tongue stimulating the delicate parts inside Seo-won’s mouth was hard to bear, but having his sensitive bottom rubbed too… Even as he struggled, Seo-won’s penis diligently started rising.
Do-gyeom also seemed to notice Seo-won’s reaction as he slowly bumped his lower body and fiddled with the pink buds on his chest with his hand. The erect nipples were squished and scratched by his fingertips.
As Seo-won let out soft moans with his body violated from top to bottom, he hazily thought. Whether he called him hyung or not, the conclusion would have probably been the same…
In the end, they only left the bathroom after more than 10 minutes had passed.
* * *
On the miraculous day their hearts connected, Do-gyeom wanted to spend the night together, but it fell through as Seo-won’s mother came back from grocery shopping.
Even after returning home, Do-gyeom called as if regretful. When the phone heated up from talking late into the night, Do-gyeom brought up going to the countryside house before lunch tomorrow to organize luggage, so Seo-won also prepared well, saying he would go together. Although Do-gyeom said he would take care of all the moving preparations and that Seo-won didn’t need to worry, Seo-won felt he should go at least once.
The next morning, Do-gyeom drove alone and came to pick up Seo-won in front of his house, and they went down to the countryside house together.
When he opened the door for the first time in a while, the neglected interior caught his eye. There were many parts that hadn’t been organized since he had left with the intention of accompanying Do-gyeom to his hospital checkup but didn’t return.
Should I start with a simple cleaning first…? As he was vaguely thinking that, Do-gyeom uncannily noticed it and spoke first.
“I’m going to call someone to organize it anyway, so there’s no need to clean separately. Just sort out the valuables and things to throw away.”
“Is that so…?”
“Yeah, put the important things in this box.”
As Do-gyeom said that, he put down the blue box he was holding in his hand. It seemed he had already finished preparing even though they only decided to organize luggage last night.
Seo-won nodded, saying okay, and started organizing luggage together with Do-gyeom. He thought there wouldn’t be any particularly valuable items to take, but when he actually opened the drawer, necessary items that shouldn’t be lost caught his eye one after another.
The external hard drive containing files and photos he had worked on, the file Do-gyeom had given him to transfer the apartment ownership to Seo-won, the clothes he had received from Do-gyeom when they were partners, etc… As he put them in, the blue box containing valuables neatly started to fill up.
On the other hand, there were also many unnecessary things. There were a few poor quality items he had hastily bought when moving to the countryside house, but since Do-gyeom’s apartment had almost everything and there was a lot of luggage, it seemed better to throw them away.
With Do-gyeom’s help, he was organizing here and there, and while organizing the bookshelf, Do-gyeom, who had been moving diligently, suddenly discovered something and stopped.
He looked closely at something he was holding, then raised the corners of his mouth playfully.
“What’s this? ‘To. Young Master Seo Do-gyeom’?”
When Seo-won lifted his head that had been hanging, a slightly discolored yellowish envelope caught his eye in Do-gyeom’s hand, revealing the passage of time.
Although it was something he had shoved in a corner, it was an unforgettable item for Seo-won. As Seo-won was choosing what to say in response, Do-gyeom asked again faster.
“I’ve never received a letter like this, what is it?”
“…Give it here.”
“Wasn’t it written to give to me?”
Seo-won avoided answering and reached out his hand to snatch the letter, but Do-gyeom lightly avoided it by lifting his hand high. Judging by his reaction, it didn’t seem like he would easily return it.
Ah… If he had known Do-gyeom would find it, he would have left it at the main house. He had carried it around, worried that his mother might see it if he left it at the main house, never dreaming that it would lead to this result.
If he got angry and asked for it back, Do-gyeom would return it, but Do-gyeom’s eyes in front of him were twinkling with curiosity. It became difficult to act strongly against his face that looked strangely happy.
It can’t be helped since it’s already been exposed… Perhaps this result was predetermined from the moment he didn’t throw it away. Seo-won let out a small sigh and answered as if giving up.
“I was going to give it to you before, but there was no occasion to.”
“There was no occasion? We were together all the time.”
“It’s been about 6 years since I wrote that. At that time, I wrote it to give to you on your 19th birthday. I missed the timing to give it.”
“…”
At the mention of his 19th birthday, Do-gyeom lowered the corners of his mouth that had been raised playfully.
Knowing what kind of day that was, he became quite serious and spoke to Seo-won gravely.
“Then can’t you give it to me now?”
“…You want me to give it to you now?”
“Yeah.”
Do-gyeom nodded and answered seriously.
If it had been a playful attitude, it would have been easy to refuse, but it became difficult to refuse when he sincerely wanted it.
It’s embarrassing to show… To Seo-won now, both the content and handwriting were close to a dark history. Seo-won looked at the letter with an awkward expression and said,
“That’s from so long ago, so it’s a bit… like that.”
“Doesn’t it feel like discovering a time machine and fun? I don’t think you would have written curses about me here, and it seems like it will only be cute. Can I read it?”
“There’s no content worth seeing…”
“I won’t expect much and read it, so give this to me.”
Do-gyeom spoke as if persuading. For saying he wouldn’t expect much, it seemed like he had high expectations, so Seo-won wondered if he was telling him to believe that.