If You Want Me - Episode 86
<Episode 86>
When Seo-won grabbed Do-gyeom’s waist with his hands, Do-gyeom’s sticky tongue hotly pushed into Seo-won.
Seo-won trembled at Do-gyeom recklessly penetrating the space and rubbing under his tongue as if it were his own. On top of stimulating his weak spots, Do-gyeom’s pleasant pheromones swayed over, making his mind gradually hazy.
“Eung…”
Even the air circulating around was stimulating. Seo-won let out a soft moan between their interlocked lips. Beyond losing strength, it felt like his brain was completely melting from the pheromones. His body felt so relaxed and the strength drained from his legs to the point he wondered if this was okay. All he could do was desperately cling to Do-gyeom’s waist that he was grasping.
Only when his face became red like a radish from lack of air did Do-gyeom belatedly remove his lips. Even after kissing for so long, he still seemed reluctant as he pecked kisses all over Seo-won’s face.
Even though he could hardly open his eyes from the shower of kisses, Do-gyeom’s appearance felt lovely. As Seo-won gazed at him with hazy eyes, Do-gyeom gritted his teeth and abruptly lifted Seo-won up by supporting the backs of his knees and waist.
“Gasp…!”
His body was suddenly lifted. His mind that had left came rushing back. Seo-won widened his eyes and raised his voice.
“Wh-what are you doing?!”
“…”
Seo-won asked in surprise, but Do-gyeom didn’t say anything.
Where Do-gyeom strode over and put Seo-won down was on top of the soft bed.
Seo-won, who was carefully laid on the mattress, still looked at Do-gyeom with wide eyes. As he looked up at Do-gyeom with trembling eyes, Do-gyeom gazed down at Seo-won with a heated gaze then suddenly ruffled his bangs in frustration.
“Ah…”
“…?”
He let out a small sigh as if he had forgotten something and turned his gaze elsewhere.
What? When he lifted him and moved to the bed, he had tensed up wondering if he was going to… do that. It wouldn’t have been strange even if he did, since it was the first moment they confirmed their feelings.
But seeing Do-gyeom’s actions after actually laying him down, it didn’t seem like that. Seo-won barely calmed his crazily pounding heart and asked, sitting on the bed.
“What did you do… just now?”
“…I thought it was too fast.”
“Too fast?”
“If I do this when we barely started dating… I’ll seem like a pervert.”
“…”
What was he talking about… He tried to join bodies right away in the joy that their hearts connected, but restrained himself thinking he momentarily became a slave to sexual desire.
No, what the… He understood what Do-gyeom was worried about, but it was a bit absurd for Seo-won. From the beginning, their relationship started with physical intimacy, so he wasn’t even concerned about that. Moreover, his body was completely heated up while kissing. His lower body was already shaken from Do-gyeom’s pheromones smoothly entering through the mucous membrane.
When his body was suddenly lifted and laid on the mattress, he did show a surprised reaction, but it was more because he was nervous rather than disliking it…
It wasn’t like he was trying to make him anxious. The words “just do what you were doing” rose to the tip of his tongue, but with his personality, he wasn’t bold enough to say such things. He was already passive, and he was only more submissive in sexual relations, so such words wouldn’t come out at all.
However, it was a miraculous moment when their hearts turned towards each other for the first time. It was too regrettable to just pass by like this, and he wanted to receive Do-gyeom’s overflowing love.
When he grabbed the hem of Do-gyeom’s clothes as he was about to leave, Do-gyeom looked back. At his attitude as if waiting for something, Seo-won hesitated for a long time and mumbled in a crawling voice,
“It’s fine… Do it.”
“…Do it?”
“…”
He clearly heard it, so why did he have to respond like that? It was already embarrassing enough to speak in a crawling voice that he wanted to hide…
Seo-won couldn’t bring himself to answer at all. However, instead of not being able to say anything, he nodded with his head hung low. He felt his ears heating up following his face.
Even though he mustered up the courage to grab him, there was no notable reaction from Do-gyeom. He was definitely the one who kissed first and moved to the bed, so wouldn’t it seem like he was being too forward…
He wanted to hide if there was a mouse hole. As he hung his head lower and lower like ripening rice, Do-gyeom belatedly pressed on Seo-won’s shoulders and laid him on the bed again.
When he put one knee on the mattress, a small creaking sound of the mattress being slightly pressed was heard. He leaned his body towards Seo-won and whispered insinuatingly,
“We don’t know when your mother will come back, so can you hold back your voice?”
“…Ah.”
Seo-won let out a small sigh. Although his mother went grocery shopping now, she would be back soon.
Since she might return quickly after shopping, it was a question asking if he could suppress his moans so the sound wouldn’t leak outside. He asked carefully, so Seo-won thought he was persuading him not to have sex, but it seemed he was thinking about that.
Come to think of it, my voice… He didn’t usually let out loud moans and there was some soundproofing, so unless his mother who went grocery shopping suddenly opened the door, it seemed like nothing big would happen.
Still, he had to be careful. Seo-won pondered for a bit and answered in a small voice,
“…If we do it just once.”
“I’m not confident about that.”
Do-gyeom answered, slightly raising the corners of his mouth. That appearance was so excessively coquettish and lustful that his mind momentarily blanked.
Seo-won vacantly stared at his face, then came to his senses at the words that he wasn’t confident. Not confident about doing it just once? He had never seen Do-gyeom end it with just one round when they were physically intimate, but… Seo-won asked with a slightly taken aback face,
“Uh, how many times do you want to do it?”
“Seo-won.”
“Yes…?”
Why is he calling my name to say something? As Seo-won blinked nervously, Do-gyeom spoke as if lamenting,
“It’s been three months since that day. But do you think I can be satisfied with just once?”
“…”
He didn’t specify which day “that day” was, but Seo-won intuitively realized which day he was referring to. It meant the day they experienced a heat cycle and rut together when they went on a business trip to America.
For Seo-won, pheromones didn’t accumulate and his sex drive wasn’t very high, so there was no big problem even if he didn’t have sex for three months. But it wasn’t the same for Do-gyeom.
He was a dominant alpha, and as far as Seo-won knew, he couldn’t even embrace other omegas after having a one-sided imprint on him. If that was true, he would have accumulated frustration to the point of dissatisfaction.
Even when they did it three or four times a week, he would only be satisfied after ejaculating inside Seo-won three or four times each time. The number of ejaculations was entirely based on his standard, so Seo-won was often exhausted and limp…
It was like that then too, so the thought of receiving his pheromones and sexual desire accumulated over three months was daunting. Seo-won, who had grabbed him, became a little scared and subtly avoided his gaze.
“Th-then should we… d-do it next time…?”
“…”
“I don’t think we can do it like that today…”
Considering the situation and mental preparation, it seemed there would be difficulties doing it right now. It wasn’t like he was running away, but somehow it felt like he was in a fleeing atmosphere.
As Seo-won mumbled in an unconfident voice, Do-gyeom silently looked down at him and buried his face in Seo-won’s neck.
While doing so, Do-gyeom overlapped his body on top of Seo-won’s. Perhaps knowing the weight difference, or considering Seo-won’s pregnant state, he pressed his body very gently, not enough to be heavy or burdensome.
Wh-why is he suddenly doing this? Seo-won was flustered feeling cornered, but Do-gyeom’s lips and hair touching his neck tickled. As he reflexively shrank his body, Do-gyeom spoke in a small voice,
“I’ll hold back as much as I can… Can I go inside?”
“…”
“I want to go inside you.”
Why is he saying such things in my ear…
If he was doing it on purpose, he was really skilled. He said he liked me for a long time and never even met other omegas, but where did he learn this…
Seo-won already liked his voice, but with him saying such things in his ear, a thrilling sensation ran from his toes to the top of his head.
Seo-won tightly closed his eyes at the dizziness. He wanted to nod to anything, but the thought that his mother could come back at any time kept weighing on his mind. Would she shop for about 30 minutes? Could they finish within that time…?
His head knew he should postpone it to next time, but the refusal wouldn’t come out of his mouth at the pleading words. As Seo-won bit his innocent lips, pondering his words, Do-gyeom rubbed his head as if aegyo.
“Hmm? Seo-won.”
“Ah, I get it… S-stop it…”
In the end, the one who surrendered was Seo-won. There was no way to win when Do-gyeom acted like this.
But it’s a bit unfair… They say the person who loves more usually yields…
He had a one-sided imprint on Seo-won, but he didn’t know why he kept losing to Do-gyeom. There were times when he firmly refused, but now that he was convinced Do-gyeom liked him, it seemed he would give his heart and soul if Do-gyeom said he wanted to.
I think I like Young Master more. As he was about to get a little gloomy at that thought, Do-gyeom lifted his head that he had been rubbing and whispered intimately, making eye contact.
“I’ll block the sound, so open your mouth.”
“…”
When Seo-won hesitantly parted his lips, Do-gyeom kissed him again.
He was about to feel a bit sad that he was being too swayed by Do-gyeom, but Do-gyeom’s warm heart gently undulated through their touching lips.
Feeling like Do-gyeom’s sweet pheromones coming over were shouting that he liked him, Seo-won embraced Do-gyeom’s neck and deeply accepted him.