If You Want Me - Episode 8
<Episode 8>
Was he teasing or being sarcastic? However, Seo-won couldn’t deny it. Just as he said, the bottom was dripping so much liquid it was wetting the bedsheets.
Why was his body reacting like this? He couldn’t tell if it was because of the dominant alpha’s pheromones covering his body, or if it was happening because he was intimately entangled with Do-gyeom, whom he had always harbored one-sided love for.
As Seo-won mumbled with his lips unable to speak, something hard suddenly pressed against his thigh. Hard, big, and long…… Yes, the sensation was like a club.
Do-gyeom hadn’t removed a single layer of clothing yet. And there wasn’t anything else on the bed. Then that meant…… Instinctively realizing what it was, Seo-won’s face flushed bright red.
Unconsciously lowering his gaze, Seo-won froze stiffly at the sight that entered his view.
As the trembling Seo-won under his touch suddenly stiffened, Do-gyeom slightly furrowed his brows as if finding it strange.
“……Yoon Seo-won?”
“Ah, no……”
“What is it?”
“That, that kind of thing…… there’s no way it will fit……”
Seo-won met Do-gyeom’s eyes with a distressed face.
Even without taking off his clothes, it was evident how huge it was, the outline visible through the fabric. He was sure it wasn’t noticeable until just now…… It seemed it had ominously swelled and revealed its shape as he became aroused too.
How could he put that in? Moreover, since Do-gyeom had said just before that he could put it in without loosening him up, Seo-won became terrified he might insert it without properly preparing him.
When agreeing to the pheromone partner contract, Seo-won never imagined he would back out because of this. No, who normally carries around such a…… weapon, although it’s not exactly a weapon. Are all dominant alphas like this?
It felt like the world was spinning. As Seo-won responded in bewilderment, Do-gyeom glanced down briefly, then let out a small chuckle.
“Ah, this.”
“You, you said…… you’ll do it without making it hurt……”
“Don’t worry. I’ll try…… to not make it hurt.”
He spoke as if he couldn’t give a definite answer, then before Seo-won could say anything more, he moved the fingers inserted inside.
The one finger had increased to two, then three before he knew it. As if to show his words about trying not to make it hurt weren’t a lie, Do-gyeom focused solely on stretching him for quite a long time. Only after loosening him softly was Seo-won able to accept Do-gyeom’s member.
Seo-won didn’t have any fantasies about sex like other kids his age, but he at least knew it was an act shared with a loved one to feel sexual pleasure.
However, it wasn’t an act that only gave pleasure as much as he thought. Although he felt so much it was agonizing with Do-gyeom, it hurt just as much.
Do-gyeom’s body mounting Seo-won was so huge and heavy as if crushing him. As if demonstrating his superior physique and stamina, he didn’t seem to know when to stop. In the end, Seo-won even fainted without seeing the end.
They were supposed to meet two or three times a week to relieve pheromones like this, but Seo-won had the absurd thought that he might die from too much sex at this rate…… Unlike their initial conversation when they made the contract, their relationship continued four to five times a week.
Such a relationship continued without a hitch for a whopping 6 years.
* * *
“Yoon Seo-won. What are you doing there?”
“Ah, Young Master.”
Inside the airport passenger terminal. As Seo-won stood quietly in front of a coffee shop, Do-gyeom approached and asked.
Seo-won was about to answer while looking at Do-gyeom, but shifted his gaze when the coffee shop employee said, “Your coffee is ready.”
After putting three takeout coffees into a cup carrier, Seo-won took one out and handed it to Do-gyeom.
“This…… I bought it together while buying mine. You like Americano, right?”
After being together for a long time, Seo-won knew trivial things like what kind of coffee Do-gyeom liked.
Do-gyeom naturally accepted the coffee from Seo-won, but then slightly furrowed his brows as if displeased upon seeing the two other cups of coffee in Seo-won’s hand.
“Why did you buy Secretary Bae’s?”
“Ah……”
The one remaining cup aside from Seo-won and Do-gyeom’s was for Bae Jeonghun, the secretary who assists Do-gyeom.
In the span of 6 years, Do-gyeom had inherited the family business and become an executive vice president operating a department store.
Despite only being thirty-one years old, he quickly rose to the position of executive vice president because he came from a solid family background, had exceptional intelligence to enter a university only 1% in the world could attend on the first try, and being a dominant alpha was an added bonus.
Due to his young age, outstanding ability, and good looks, he had currently become quite an attention-grabbing figure. There were even humorous posts circulating online calculating how much one would need to earn per second to become a chaebol of his caliber, referencing his wealth.
……But why was such an impressive person making a displeased face like that over buying a cup of coffee for his secretary?
“Secretary Bae must be tired too.”
In fact, Seo-won wanted to give coffee to Do-gyeom because he looked tired, but felt bad only buying for him and not Secretary Bae, so he bought it together……
When Seo-won made an appropriate excuse, Do-gyeom seemed to find the reason even more disagreeable and firmly admonished Seo-won.
“Next time, don’t buy Secretary Bae’s. He eats well on his own without you taking care of him.”
“……”
For Do-gyeom to tell him to specifically exclude Secretary Bae’s coffee for that reason, doesn’t he also eat quite well…… It was incomprehensible why he always acted sulky like this when they had money and weren’t on bad terms.
As Seo-won hesitated, unable to readily agree to do so in the future, Do-gyeom looked down at him and took the coffee Seo-won had intended to give Secretary Bae.
“I’ll deliver this.”
“Oh, I can give it to him……”
“It’s almost time to board. Let’s go.”
Seo-won reached out his arm, saying he had relatively more free time to deliver it to Secretary Bae, but Do-gyeom lightly avoided him and took the lead.
Seo-won blankly stared at Do-gyeom’s back, sighed, and looked at the airport clock. There were still more than 20 minutes left until boarding time, he didn’t know why Do-gyeom was in such a rush.
Seo-won took his hand that wasn’t holding the coffee and pulled an invitation out of his pocket. It was elegantly written in English calligraphy that a hotel in America was planning to showcase new products along with a party and invited Do-gyeom to attend.
Since the department store brand where Do-gyeom was an executive vice president had a global presence, he frequently received business party invitations from overseas. Today, an invitation arrived from an American brand.
Although it seemed unnecessary for a mere pheromone relief partner to accompany him abroad, Do-gyeom always took Seo-won along on these schedules. It was because it was Seo-won’s duty to stay by his side at all times and help him relieve pheromones whenever needed, as Do-gyeom had said.
It was a bit bitter to go together as partners, not lovers, but it was the path Seo-won had chosen.
“Yoon Seo-won, aren’t you coming?”
“No, I’m coming.”
When Do-gyeom asked, looking at Seo-won who was standing still, Seo-won hurriedly followed after him.
Seo-won was truly satisfied with just that.
He had maintained his position as Do-gyeom’s partner for 6 years, thinking he was fortunate enough that Do-gyeom hadn’t been intimate with or kept anyone else by his side besides Seo-won.
* * *
After a long flight, they arrived in America. Before indulging in the feeling of stepping on American soil, they quickly headed to a famous hotel.
Do-gyeom took the lead and opened the door to the room, then spoke to Seo-won as if to show off.
“Nice room, right?”
Without needing to look around, the places he went with Do-gyeom were always nice. Most of the time, the brands inviting him would book the rooms, and since Do-gyeom was a VIP, the hotels would usually reserve the best room for him.
After following along as his partner, Seo-won had developed some standards. The hotel they arrived at this time was much better than the usual standard. It was spacious, had a neat interior, and above all, the view outside the window was very nice.
“It’s pretty.”
“If you’re bored, go for a walk. If you’re hungry, call room service, or there will be food at the party venue so you can bring some to eat.”
“Okay.”
Seo-won nodded at Do-gyeom’s explanation, and he smirked slightly as if pleased with Seo-won’s response.
“Then rest. You must be tired from the flight.”
As if bringing Seo-won to the room was barely squeezing in time for him, he quickly said goodbye and left the room.
Left alone in the room, Seo-won wistfully watched Do-gyeom’s back in his suit, but Do-gyeom didn’t look back. Only after hearing the click of the door closing did Seo-won take his eyes off and lie down on the bed.
“What walk……”
Seo-won plopped down lifelessly and mumbled into the pillow.
Whenever there was a party like this, he would usually stay in the room. Although he was allowed to look around the party venue as Do-gyeom’s partner, he wasn’t the type to particularly enjoy it, and above all, Do-gyeom wanted to be intimate regardless of day or night, so Seo-won had to be on standby in the room at all times.
In the end, even coming abroad, no matter how nice the view outside the window was, he was only permitted to look from afar like a caged bird.
There weren’t many things to do while cooped up in a hotel room. Looking at the view outside, taking a nap on the fluffy bed, or playing while watching TV or on his phone…… Occasionally, if there was a swimming pool, he would swim, but last time when he couldn’t answer the phone because he was swimming, Do-gyeom acted sensitive so Seo-won stopped doing that too.
Today, nothing appealed to him and he was only tired from the long flight. Seo-won let out a sigh while staring at the ceiling, then closed his eyes.