If You Want Me - Episode 51
<Episode 51>
As if he was in a good mood, he raised the corners of his mouth. While looking at him in the noticeably softened atmosphere, he kindly asked.
“You can just play around and do whatever you want in my office. Is there anything you want to do?”
“Then… Could I possibly borrow a computer? I have some work to do.”
“Work? I searched online and it said male omegas should take absolute rest and not do anything during pregnancy, shouldn’t you be taking a break from work too?”
Do-gyeom made a worried expression. Although he hadn’t said anything about it so far, he seemed to have looked it up out of concern.
It was widely known that the process of a male omega getting pregnant and giving birth was not easy, so it was understandable for him to be worried even if it wasn’t anything special. But Seo-won’s heart was too excited to just let it go, and he felt that Do-gyeom was excessively concerned about him. These were things he hadn’t known before.
“If it’s because of money, don’t do it. Since I’m the one asking for your help this time, I’ll take care of you just like when you were my partner.”
“What? Ah, no! There’s no need for you to go that far…”
“Just accept it. I know it’s a bit much to say the worst-case scenario, but it puts a strain not only on the baby but also on your body.”
Back then, Seo-won received a lot of money in exchange for sharing his body, but now he just needed to stay by Do-gyeom’s side. Taking care of him as much as back then was too much.
So Seo-won reflexively tried to refuse, but Do-gyeom spoke first as if pleading.
He was misunderstanding whose child Seo-won was carrying, so he probably wouldn’t actually care what happened to the baby. Rather, since it was the child of the person he described as a “thug”, Jihwan, he might even hope for Seo-won to lose it and completely cut ties with him.
But the way he was worrying not only about the baby but also about Seo-won felt so kind. The simple sight of him worrying about Seo-won completely lifted his mood.
“S-Still… I have to do the work I’ve already accepted. I’ll just do that. Please lend me a computer if you have one.”
“…Then just do that much. I’ll have them bring a laptop.”
Do-gyeom seemed displeased that Seo-won was doing even that much work. But since he was also technically an office worker, he didn’t irresponsibly tell Seo-won to quit his job.
Not long after, Secretary Bae brought a laptop and handed it to Seo-won. Seo-won placed the laptop on the guest table in one corner of the executive director’s office and proceeded with the translation work he had received.
Do-gyeom also resumed the work he had stopped, so the director’s office quickly became quiet. Being left alone together in one space could be awkward, but Do-gyeom was able to escape from his imprint pain because Seo-won was there, and Seo-won’s baby was positively affected by Do-gyeom’s pheromones. Just that was enough to put both of their minds at ease.
Tick tock…
Perhaps because his pheromones also helped with concentration, Seo-won finished his work with twice his usual efficiency. Rubbing his eyes that had become dry from looking at the monitor, he checked the time and saw that it was almost 12 o’clock. It was almost lunchtime.
There was no point in doing more, so Seo-won quietly closed the laptop and sneaked a glance toward Do-gyeom. He seemed to be focused on work, not even realizing how much time had passed.
Seo-won watched him quietly without disturbing him. Even though Seo-won was a male omega whose pheromones weren’t particularly strong, Do-gyeom’s expression was the best it had been in recent times.
I’m glad he’s not in pain… Although one-sided imprinting is tricky, I was worried that he might have a serious illness…
While he was lost in his own thoughts, he heard Do-gyeom’s voice from nearby.
“Yoon Seo-won.”
“Huh…?”
When he came to his senses, Do-gyeom had come close to him at some point.
When did he get so close… As Seo-won blinked with a dumbfounded voice, Do-gyeom’s face got close enough to kiss him. It was a distance where they could feel each other’s breath.
Why, why did this situation suddenly happen? He tried to move his body back in embarrassment, but he was sitting on the sofa, and to make matters worse, Do-gyeom grabbed his chin and made it impossible for him to avoid his gaze.
“Yoon Seo-won.”
Do-gyeom said his name again. He seemed to want an answer. Seo-won nervously swallowed his saliva and carefully met his eyes.
“W-What is it…?”
“Are you doing this on purpose?”
“Doing what? I didn’t do anything…”
“You didn’t do anything?”
What did I really do? I didn’t do anything except finish work first and wait until lunchtime?
Seo-won rolled his eyes and hurriedly recalled the previous situation, but no matter how much he thought about it, there was nothing he had done. When Seo-won looked at him with a clueless gaze, he said as if pinching.
“You kept staring at me.”
“…”
What’s with that… That’s why he approached me like this? Did it seem like there was some intention in my gaze?
Seo-won couldn’t understand his words at all, but Do-gyeom seemed to have really taken it with some intention.
Should I explain this? As Seo-won hesitated, Do-gyeom slightly tilted his head and placed his lips on top of Seo-won’s lips.
“Heuk…!”
As the soft lips touched his lips, Seo-won opened his eyes wide.
A sudden kiss? It’s not like he was looking at him with pleading eyes to kiss, so he couldn’t understand what meaning Do-gyeom took from his gaze.
But maybe it was because his heart had been fluttering all along. Or maybe it was because he liked Do-gyeom so much. He didn’t think of pushing him away. Seo-won didn’t refuse and opened his lips that had been closed.
As soon as his lips parted, Do-gyeom stroked the back of Seo-won’s head as if he had been waiting and pushed his tongue between his lips. The soft and hot tongue urgently invaded beyond his lips.
Beyond their interlocked lips, a thick alpha pheromone surged and rushed in. His tongue, which had entered more eagerly than usual, quickly became entangled. He pulled Seo-won in without even giving him a moment to part.
Perhaps because it had been a long time since they kissed, or maybe because his pheromones were so strong, his nape suddenly felt chilled. Seo-won reflexively tried to move his body back, but Do-gyeom’s palm cupping the back of his head didn’t let him go.
“Hmm…!”
He had only tried to stop for a moment, but Do-gyeom pushed harder as if catching a prey trying to run away. It was difficult to come to his senses with the strong pheromones that were not only arousing but also dizzying. A small moan escaped from between Seo-won’s interlocked lips.
His whole body went limp and tingled. His lower body had already become tight long ago. The pheromones of a dominant alpha directly touching through the mucous membrane were that stimulating. There was no way he would have another heat cycle since he was pregnant, but he became hot as if he would.
He panted without being able to regain his senses in the sensation pouring down like a waterfall. As he clenched his fists tight and tried to come to his senses, Do-gyeom’s lips belatedly left his.
“Haa…!”
Seo-won must have been kissing for longer than he thought, because as soon as Do-gyeom’s lips left his, he roughly exhaled the breaths he had been lacking.
As the air rushed into his lungs, his heart became tight. As he clutched his chest and tried to calm his excitement, Do-gyeom still rubbed his nose at a close distance.
He quietly looked down at Seo-won and asked him in a low voice.
“Did you do this with that guy too?”
“What…? What guy…?”
I didn’t know what he meant by doing this, or who he meant by that guy.
When Seo-won looked at Do-gyeom with a clueless face, he stared at Seo-won with an obvious gaze. After staring at him as if to discern whether it was true or false, he belatedly moved his body back.
“Never mind then.”
“…”
“Shall we go eat lunch?”
“…In this state?”
Suddenly lunch. Although it was lunchtime, it wasn’t a conversation that would come out after sharing a kiss. At least tell me why you suddenly kissed me…
Moreover, he had poured out so many pheromones that he couldn’t even put strength into his body. His body was so limp that it was hard to stand up on two feet, and on top of that, his lower body… It had become tight to the point of being embarrassing to go outside.
When Seo-won asked in bewilderment, Do-gyeom glanced down at Seo-won’s lower body and let out a small laugh.
“Want me to help?”
“I’m not asking you to help…”
He made me like this and then casually says “Want me to help?”. I thought it wasn’t something to say after making someone so aroused.
Seo-won was about to retort resentfully but trailed off. It felt like losing to ask him to do it for him, and it didn’t suit his personality and was embarrassing.
But to not do anything in this state… Seo-won pondered and hesitantly opened his mouth when he saw Do-gyeom’s lower body slightly erect beyond his.
“Young Master is also… aroused…”
“So you want to do it?”
“That’s…”
It’s not that I’m saying we should do it, but it’s frustrating that he’s making me aroused as if we’re going to do it and then backing off. When Seo-won slightly pouted his lips and expressed his dissatisfaction, Do-gyeom spoke as if he had no choice.
“You’re pregnant. What if there’s a problem? Furthermore, you said it’s another alpha’s child.”
“…”
Sex was possible even during pregnancy as long as it wasn’t too intense. Depending on the situation, it could even have a positive effect.
However, Seo-won was a male omega and required more special attention than others, and above all, having a relationship with a different alpha from the child he was pregnant with had a negative impact on the baby.
Do-gyeom only knew that Seo-won’s child was Jihwan’s, so his judgment was correct. But from Seo-won’s situation, it wasn’t.
It’s not Jihwan’s child, it’s yours. Should I confess now? I came here today to confess the truth, but I don’t know if it’s okay to do it while being driven by sexual desire like this. I would know if I had ever confessed to someone before…
I’m worried it will seem like I’m confessing while blinded by lust. I’m afraid it will make me look too easy. Right now, rather than the fear of him rejecting me, I’m more afraid of what he’ll think of me, so I hesitated to confess.
As Seo-won mumbled his lips and couldn’t say anything, Do-gyeom, who had been waiting for an answer, let out a small sigh.
“It’s fine as long as we don’t do insertion, right?”