If You Want Me - Episode 38
<Episode 38>
Seo-won bit the tender flesh inside his mouth hard. Just thirty minutes. Wouldn’t it be better to lie down for a moment and let him go back rather than arguing and dragging out the time…?
In the end, no matter how much he pondered and struggled to push Do-gyeom away, when Do-gyeom acted like this, Seo-won would helplessly get entangled.
From spending years together, they knew each other’s likes and dislikes, and what points they were a little vulnerable to.
Perhaps Do-gyeom also knew that if he pushed recklessly and acted weak, Seo-won would give in. Because unless it was impossible, there was no case where Seo-won didn’t grant his requests.
Thanks to his excellent intelligence, he was good at remembering even small things and had a business sense, so he was also good at looking for opportunities. Even his actions towards Seo-won were behaviors that came from such calculations, so it should feel unpleasant if one thought about it, but…
“Alright… lie down.”
I’m a pushover and an idiot for not being able to push him away.
As Seo-won spoke in a half-resigned voice, Do-gyeom slightly raised the corners of his mouth as if he knew it would turn out like this and climbed onto the bed blissfully.
Unlike the apartment Do-gyeom had provided, this place had a single-size bed since his mother had bought the furniture and done the interior. When Do-gyeom lay down, the bed was full and there seemed to be no space for Seo-won to lie down.
“I don’t think I can lie down…”
“You can just climb on top of me.”
“What?”
Seo-won’s eyes widened at Do-gyeom’s words. Since there was no space to lie next to him, he told Seo-won to lie on top of his body. Seo-won wanted to praise his creativity for having a different range of thinking from others, but it wasn’t a situation for that.
“Ah, you said you wouldn’t touch me.”
“It’s an unavoidable situation. And not touching means I won’t do things like kissing and having sex.”
“…”
If he climbed on top of Do-gyeom, it would practically be an embrace, so Seo-won didn’t understand why he left that out. Did hugging not fall into the category of intimate skinship?
“You’re not lying down?”
Do-gyeom seemed not to care at all to the extent that Seo-won’s oversensitivity felt strange. He had an expression as if lying on top of his body was no big deal.
“Okay…”
Anyway, as long as there’s no sexual intention, it should be fine. I just need to endure it for exactly thirty minutes…
Seo-won carefully overlapped his body on top of Do-gyeom.
As he lay with his chest against Do-gyeom as instructed, Do-gyeom naturally hugged Seo-won’s waist. Although Seo-won thought he had agreed not to touch, he couldn’t tell Do-gyeom to move his hand since he might roll down if Do-gyeom didn’t hold him.
By the way, perhaps because Do-gyeom was a dominant alpha and Seo-won was a fervent omega, when they lay with their bodies overlapping, the difference in physique was distinctly felt anew.
Even the overlapped legs, Do-gyeom, were much longer… And because Seo-won’s face was positioned on Do-gyeom’s chest, their faces were too close.
Seo-won thought he should make Do-gyeom sleep quickly and send him off, but on the other hand, a fundamental doubt arose as to whether he could sleep well in this state.
“Won’t it be too heavy for you to sleep?”
“Gain some weight before saying such things.”
Although Seo-won asked worriedly, Do-gyeom answered lightly as if snorting. It was a reaction that even if Seo-won lay on top, it wouldn’t be heavy.
Even though Seo-won wasn’t particularly fleshy, he was an adult man, so it shouldn’t be to that extent. Feeling like Do-gyeom was being sarcastic, Seo-won didn’t particularly respond and placed his ear on Do-gyeom’s chest, fully placing his weight on him.
With his ear on Do-gyeom’s chest, the sound of his heartbeat was heard more clearly. It seemed faster than Seo-won’s own heartbeat that was pounding from the tension of being on top of Do-gyeom.
He seemed to have heard somewhere that if one couldn’t sleep, their heart rate would increase… Do-gyeom had said his condition was bad, and it really seemed to be bad.
Feeling awkward listening to the heartbeat, Seo-won tried to adjust his position on top of Do-gyeom. At that moment, Do-gyeom, who had been quietly closing his eyes, seemed quite bothered by it and urged Seo-won in a slightly sharp voice.
“Don’t wriggle and stay still.”
“…Yes.”
The arm wrapped around Seo-won’s waist also tensed up, making it impossible for him to adjust his position. In the end, Seo-won had no choice but to lie comfortably with his head resting on Do-gyeom’s chest.
Perhaps because Do-gyeom’s physique was so large, lying on top of his body felt more stable than expected.
It was naturally thought to be uncomfortable, but it was even comfortable except for being excessively conscious of Do-gyeom. The human body temperature was also warm.
Perhaps Do-gyeom felt a similar sensation. Even though Seo-won was really lying on top of his body, his breathing gradually became natural and quiet. The worries that had darkened his complexion also slowly disappeared.
Is there really an effect from doing this? As Seo-won stealthily peeked at Do-gyeom’s face, Do-gyeom, who had been quietly closing his eyes, opened his mouth.
“If you keep staring like that, even the sleep that was coming will run away.”
“Ah, I wasn’t staring.”
Seo-won hurriedly lowered his gaze and played dumb. How did Do-gyeom know he was staring even though his eyes were closed? Does he have eyes on his forehead…?
The laughter that sounded like the wind coming from above and the rising and falling of the body Seo-won was leaning on seemed to be responding as if they knew it was a lie.
Seo-won thought Do-gyeom would argue more, but after a short while, quiet breathing was heard. His chest rose and fell in a regular cycle, and his excessively pounding heartbeat gradually stabilized.
This time, Seo-won carefully raised his gaze upward so as not to get caught. Do-gyeom’s face, sound asleep, entered his sight.
“You said… you couldn’t sleep well.”
Seo-won murmured softly while looking at him. Seeing Do-gyeom asleep in less than ten minutes, it was hard to believe he was someone who had lacked sleep. However, Do-gyeom’s condition had seemed strange recently, so it didn’t seem like a lie.
By the way, what exactly is the problem? I hope his body isn’t really in bad condition…
Seo-won, who had been looking at Do-gyeom with a slightly worried expression, wanted to secretly go down, but Do-gyeom’s arm wrapped around his waist was subtly tense, making it impossible to do so.
Anyway, since he said thirty minutes, let’s stay still. If I move carelessly, I might wake Do-gyeom up, and they say it has a positive effect on the child if I’m with him. Ah, right. Come to think of it, I forgot to tell him to delete the photo. I should tell him to delete it when he wakes up…
As Seo-won continued his train of thought, a wide yawn escaped. They say sleepiness is contagious, is it really true? As he lay next to the sleeping Do-gyeom, drowsiness gradually came over him.
Even though he had been sleeping continuously after returning from the hospital, it seemed like he wouldn’t be sleepy, but Do-gyeom’s pleasant alpha pheromones filled the room and put his mind at ease.
Seo-won rubbed his drowsy eyes and closed them. Since it seemed like he wouldn’t be able to move for thirty minutes anyway, he should also catch some sleep for a bit. He wouldn’t be able to sleep for long in this position anyway.
It was a complacent thought, but sleep was too sweet, and Seo-won ended up falling asleep like that.
* * *
“Seo-won-ah.”
A sweet voice settled in his ear.
The voice of the person he liked the most. Since he was someone who only knew work and had a rigid personality, Seo-won mostly heard a dry voice. But today, there was a strange pleasantness in that voice.
So it was even more pleasant to hear. There was no way Do-gyeom would call him so sweetly and pleasantly, so it must be a dream. There were times when his overflowing desires appeared in his dreams.
It was a pleasant dream he didn’t want to wake up from. Seo-won was about to burrow deeper into the warmth with a smile on his lips.
“You’re not going to wake up? It’s morning.”
“Hmm, morning…?”
It’s a dream, so why is it looking for morning like it’s real? It’s unpleasant…
At that moment, what had happened at night suddenly came to mind like a tidal wave. Do-gyeom had come to see him late at night, saying he wanted to sleep for just 30 minutes, and they had lain together on the bed.
“Gasp…!”
As his thoughts reached that point, his eyes flew open. Bright light was coming in through the window, and underneath him…
“You slept really well.”
Do-gyeom was still holding him.
As soon as Seo-won’s eyes met Do-gyeom, Seo-won struggled and broke free from Do-gyeom’s embrace. Even though Do-gyeom had been holding Seo-won’s waist, he quickly released his hand when Seo-won tried to get up.
Seo-won, who had hurriedly gotten up and stood on the floor, looked at Do-gyeom, who was calmly raising his body, with confused eyes.
Oh no. We really slept together.
Although they hadn’t overlapped their bodies and nothing unusual had happened, he was shocked by his own complacency.
In the room, there was also the pregnancy omega booklet he had received from the obstetrics and gynecology clinic yesterday. Inside, there was even an ultrasound picture. Fortunately, he had put it in the drawer, and judging from Do-gyeom lying in the same position as yesterday when he woke up, it seemed he hadn’t seen it.
However, if they hadn’t slept in that position, it was likely something that could have easily happened. Seo-won thought it was absurd for both himself and Do-gyeom to have slept so soundly in that position, so he asked Do-gyeom as if arguing.
“No, we agreed to sleep for only 30 minutes, so why didn’t you wake me up?”
“I couldn’t push you off and get up because you wouldn’t wake up.”
“You should have woken me up. You should have pushed me off!”
“I woke up in the morning too.”
Do-gyeom shrugged his shoulders as if there was nothing he could do.
Seo-won looked at him with squinted eyes. For someone who couldn’t help it, he seemed to be in a very good mood…
Even before suffering from pheromone congestion, Do-gyeom’s sleep time was short. But yesterday, he fell asleep around eleven o’clock, and now it was eight o’clock, so… It was hard to believe he had slept for nine hours.
Still, seeing his refreshed face after a long time, it seemed he had slept deeply. As Seo-won looked at Do-gyeom with a doubtful face, there was a knock on the door.
“Are you awake?”
It was his mother.
She entered the room with her usual appearance, but as soon as Seo-won saw her, his heart stung like someone caught doing something wrong.
Yesterday, he had asked his mother to send Do-gyeom back and not to mention that he was pregnant, but in the end, hadn’t he accepted Do-gyeom too easily?
Moreover, even though he had made an excuse that he didn’t know whose child it was, he had spent the night with an alpha in his parents’ house. Even if nothing sexual had happened, it would be enough to look strange.