If You Want Me - Episode 131

<Episode 131>

When Seo-won spoke with that thought, Do-gyeom’s expression, tinged with jealousy, softened. He loosened his arms hugging Seo-won and answered in a sweet voice.

“I’ll do that.”

“Heuk…”

As if to show that he would treat Seo-won well right away, Do-gyeom immediately kissed Seo-won’s neck.

As the soft lips unexpectedly touched his neck, his shoulders reflexively trembled. Perhaps because it was such a sensitive spot, he felt a subtle feeling of both ticklishness and rising sensuality.

Soon, Do-gyeom’s hands hugging Seo-won began to move sneakily. Seo-won was wearing a thin, loose short-sleeved shirt in the hot weather, and the hand that went under it pinched his small nipple. A hot breath burst out.

In the atmosphere that seemed like they would head straight to the bed, Seo-won thought he should calm Do-gyeom down first.

“Haa… Hyung, fi-, first wash…”

“Let’s just do it.”

“No… I sweated a lot.”

Usually, Do-gyeom liked even Seo-won’s body scent. Because of that, even if Seo-won said to wash, there were often times when Do-gyeom would just push through.

Seo-won also liked Do-gyeom’s unique body scent, and since it wasn’t easy for him to win against Do-gyeom, he sometimes pretended to be unable to resist and joined bodies with him.

However, he couldn’t do that today. Hawaii was an extremely hot place, and they had sweated a lot while touring around from lunch to dinner. Even if they weren’t going to have sex, Seo-won wanted to take a shower as soon as he returned to the hotel room, so he couldn’t accept it.

As Seo-won gasped with sensuality but firmly refused, Do-gyeom’s expression became a little sullen. He stared intently at Seo-won with a face that seemed to have a lot to say, then opened his mouth as if he had no choice.

“Then let’s wash together.”

“What? No, why are you in such a rush…”

“Let’s go.”

Seo-won tried to say there was no need to rush and they could wash in turns, but Do-gyeom didn’t listen to the end. He lifted Seo-won as if carrying something light and moved to the bathroom.

Before Seo-won could do anything to tell him to let go, they arrived in front of the bathroom, in the powder room. Do-gyeom put Seo-won down in the powder room.

It happened in an instant, and there was still some alcohol left in his system, so Seo-won was dazed even after being put down. As Seo-won stood in the powder room just blinking his eyes, Do-gyeom took off his top and threw it aside, telling Seo-won,

“You have to take off your clothes.”

“…”

“Are you going to wash with them on?”

“That’s not it…”

“Then should I help you?”

“…No, I’ll take them off myself.”

Why did it naturally become washing together? Although he had a lot to argue about if he wanted to, he had stopped Do-gyeom from trying to push through without washing, so it was difficult to refuse washing together.

Although it was embarrassing, it wasn’t the first time. As Seo-won was timidly unbuttoning his shirt one by one from the top, he felt a blatant gaze from somewhere. When he raised his head to look, he saw Do-gyeom staring intently at him.

“…Why?”

“What?”

“Why are you staring at me… taking off my clothes? It’s embarrassing.”

Seo-won stopped unbuttoning and spoke. It meant for him to stop staring, but Do-gyeom retorted with strange logic.

“Do I need a reason to stare at what’s mine?”

“…What? Why am I yours?”

Seo-won retorted with a dumbfounded face. How can there be mine and yours with a person? It’s not an object.

Seo-won asked back if it made sense, but Do-gyeom asked seriously as if it was very obvious.

“I’m yours, but aren’t you mine?”

“No…”

If he meant they belong to each other because they’re married, it wouldn’t be wrong… But somehow, he felt like he would be swept up by Do-gyeom if he agreed.

In the end, Seo-won couldn’t positively or negatively answer and let out a hollow laugh with his eyebrows drooping.

“You’re a bit… unique, I think.”

“Me?”

“Aren’t you embarrassed to say that?”

“Well…”

Do-gyeom trailed off as if he wasn’t sure, but naturally reached out to help Seo-won take off his clothes.

The buttons came undone one by one under his hands. As the buttons became undone, the clear, white skin hidden under the shirt was gradually revealed. Although his arms and legs were slightly tanned by the Hawaiian sun, the flesh under his clothes was fair.

When the last button was undone and the shirt fell to the floor, Do-gyeom laughed a little and told Seo-won,

“I think it’s more unique that you’re still embarrassed to take off your clothes in front of me.”

“…”

At Do-gyeom’s gaze blatantly scanning his body, Seo-won subtly turned his body.

However, despite Seo-won’s efforts, there was a large mirror on the wall of the powder room, so his body was clearly visible.

The angular shoulders were flushed red with embarrassment, and the nipples visible below were poking out, perhaps due to the earlier sensuality.

Seeing the state of his body with his own eyes made him feel even more shy. As Seo-won pressed his lips together and lowered his head, Do-gyeom let out a chuckle as if he saw something funny.

“It’s not the first time you’ve undressed. Are you still embarrassed to take off your clothes in front of me?”

“It’s not about the first time… No matter how many times I undress in front of you, I don’t think I’ll get used to it…”

Seo-won made a small protest at Do-gyeom’s teasing words.

Even though he had undressed in front of Do-gyeom countless times since they were partners, he still wasn’t used to it.

It was partly because Seo-won was quite shy, but more than that, it was because Do-gyeom’s gaze would become blatant when Seo-won took off his clothes.

When receiving his raw gaze as if he would devour all of Seo-won’s flesh, Seo-won would often become embarrassed as if he had undressed in front of the whole world.

As long as Do-gyeom had that kind of gaze, it was an act he would never get used to. As Seo-won was secretly thinking that, Do-gyeom, who had no idea of Seo-won’s thoughts, kindly said,

“I’ll help you until you get used to it.”

“I don’t need it…”

Seo-won made a small protest, but Do-gyeom didn’t even pretend to listen. His voice was kind, but he wasn’t being kind.

The two of them, who had managed to take off all their clothes, entered the bathroom. Although the bathroom in their new home after moving was quite spacious, this hotel bathroom was also no joke. As if it was made for this purpose, there was ample space even when two adult men entered the bathroom.

It seemed Seo-won wasn’t the only one who felt that way, as Do-gyeom looked at the bathtub and said,

“Should we wash together with Do-ha tomorrow too? I think it’ll be fine to go in the bathtub with Do-ha.”

“Goo-“

Washing together with Do-ha. Just thinking about it seemed cute, so Seo-won was about to readily agree, but he hurriedly swallowed his words.

As Seo-won stopped mid-sentence, Do-gyeom’s doubtful gaze followed. At the questioning look in his eyes, Seo-won timidly added a condition in a very small voice.

“If you don’t touch me…”

Even while speaking, Do-gyeom was sneakily touching Seo-won.

It would be a big problem if he did this in front of Do-ha. Although Do-ha was very young and might just think his parents got along well… Sometimes there were kids who clearly remembered things from when they were little even when they grew up. And above all, Seo-won had no confidence he could endure it.

As Seo-won looked at Do-gyeom, asking him to promise not to touch him when Do-ha was there, Do-gyeom burst into laughter as if he heard something absurd.

“You think I would do this even in front of Do-ha?”

“Yes…”

“I won’t. We’ll have to sleep with Do-ha, so what’s the point of getting aroused when we can’t even have sex? It’s not like I’m torturing myself.”

Do-gyeom spoke rationally, saying there was no reason for him to flirt.

It was hard to get used to him speaking like that when he usually wasn’t rational about sexual matters. It was so ridiculous that it was deflating.

“No, hyung… Ha…”

I don’t know where to point it out from. Even if he was sober, he would have been at a loss for words, but logical words didn’t come to mind easily due to the alcohol.

As Seo-won looked at him with dumbfounded eyes instead of speaking, Do-gyeom suddenly kissed Seo-won’s cheek.

“Let’s wash now.”

“…”

It seems like he’s trying to pass it off as aegyo…

Even though it was obvious that Do-gyeom was using tricks, Seo-won fell for it one hundred percent. Perhaps it was because he liked Do-gyeom so much, or because they were still newlyweds and his heart was tender, so he just let it slide.

As Seo-won didn’t particularly scold him, Do-gyeom reached out and turned on the shower. Cool water poured down over their bodies.

Since they had sweated a lot while touring various tourist spots, just being hit by the water felt refreshing.

As Seo-won exhaled a small breath, feeling like he was being washed from head to toe, Do-gyeom stuck close to him from behind.

“I’ll help you.”

As Do-gyeom said that, he naturally touched Seo-won’s body. It wasn’t a touch with lewd intentions, but a touch that seemed to want to wash him quickly and go to the bedroom.

As Seo-won looked back at Do-gyeom with a slightly uncomfortable face while being washed by his touch, Do-gyeom tilted his head questioningly.

“What’s wrong?”

“…”

It wasn’t a rare thing for Do-gyeom to wash Seo-won, so there was no need to be newly uncomfortable about it.

But rather because of that, Seo-won felt like he was only receiving help from Do-gyeom. Do-gyeom always said that washing Seo-won was something he voluntarily wanted to do, but wasn’t it difficult to wash an adult man?

Shouldn’t Seo-won do it for him today of all days?

“I’ll also help you… wash, hyung.”

When Seo-won mustered up the courage to suggest it, Do-gyeom paused as if he heard something unexpected.

Do-gyeom, who had been frozen for a moment, asked as if to confirm, perhaps thinking he might have heard wrong.

“You’re saying… you’ll wash me?”

“Yes…”

Seo-won shyly nodded his head.

It wasn’t like he said he would do something great, he just said he would wash Do-gyeom like Do-gyeom had been doing for him. But Do-gyeom seemed extremely surprised as if he heard a tremendous story.

His reaction made Seo-won feel even more unnecessarily embarrassed. He started to think he had been receiving too much until now.

As Seo-won answered shyly, Do-gyeom thought for a moment, then readily nodded his head.

“Let’s do that.”

As Do-gyeom said that, he lightly raised both hands like a person caught by a detective.

It was as if he was saying he wouldn’t do anything, so try it and see.