If You Want Me - Episode 121
<Episode 121>
Wanting to imprint meant becoming the other person’s eternal partner. It was romantic, but in another sense, it also meant wanting to join bodies with him, so it was a bit embarrassing.
Recently, Seo-won’s body had rapidly deteriorated, and naturally, they hadn’t had relations as he started postpartum care after giving birth.
However… Now his body was fine, he had received permission from the doctor, and he was in the mood for it… So wouldn’t it be okay to try imprinting on Do-gyeom now?
Whether in this sense or that sense, it was equally embarrassing. Feeling awkward, Seo-won lowered his head, covered his nape with his hand, and waited for an answer.
But for some reason, Do-gyeom didn’t give much of an answer. Enveloped in an awkwardly suffocating silence, Seo-won felt even more embarrassed, and belatedly, Do-gyeom opened his mouth in a stiff voice.
“…Imprint?”
“Yes, I think I can imprint on you now.”
Seo-won looked up at Do-gyeom with a confident gaze.
Seo-won thought if he said this, Do-gyeom would naturally be happy. It was a moment they could truly confirm each other’s feelings.
“Hmm…”
But for some reason, he wasn’t happy. Far from showing joy, he made a troubled face, cleared his throat, and even slightly avoided eye contact.
…Why is he doing that? It’s not like it’s a disadvantage to him if I imprint on him. Rather, we would be able to love each other more passionately. Judging from his reaction, it seemed like he wanted me to not imprint on him.
Feeling something strange, Seo-won observed his reaction for a moment and carefully asked his opinion.
“You don’t like it…?”
“No. How could I not like it? It would be so great if you imprint on me.”
Do-gyeom answered right away without hesitation. As he matched gazes again that he had been subtly avoiding, his intention was evident, telling Seo-won not to misunderstand and that he really liked it.
However, even if he said that, it was hard to believe because Seo-won had seen his reaction. Finding it hard to relax his expression, Seo-won asked while trembling his awkwardly raised lips.
“But why is your reaction like that? You don’t seem… happy at all.”
“…”
“Rather… It looks like you want to avoid it. Am I mistaken?”
Seo-won also didn’t want to imprint on someone who didn’t like it. Even if they could continue meeting like now without any problems, the biggest reason Seo-won decided to imprint on him was to give him trust.
He wanted to calmly ask why he didn’t want to imprint, but his words came out bluntly. Do-gyeom’s reaction felt like he was rejecting Seo-won, so his tone didn’t come out nicely.
It wasn’t that he was angry that Do-gyeom refused to imprint, and it didn’t seem like Do-gyeom had come to dislike him since he had formally proposed and prepared the house and ring as a surprise. However, with the situation turning out like this, he couldn’t help but feel afraid.
As Seo-won stiffened his facial muscles and asked Do-gyeom, he hesitated as if it was hard to answer. When Seo-won urged him to answer with a slightly sharp gaze, Do-gyeom opened his mouth as if surrendering, unable to read the situation.
“I’m not sure… if you can imprint.”
“…What do you mean?”
“You said before. Imprinting requires not only love but also trust. I still… have a long way to go to make up for the things I’ve done.”
“…”
Do-gyeom spoke in a self-deprecating voice and ran his palm over his face. He seemed to be recalling the wrongs he had committed before, making a devastated face.
Why was he hesitating… He was afraid that Seo-won might fail if he tried to imprint on him.
Hearing the reason, Seo-won kind of understood why his reaction was like that. If Seo-won tried to imprint on him and failed, it could come across as meaning he didn’t fully trust him or lacked love. Perhaps he wanted Seo-won to naturally imprint on him like he had done to Seo-won.
Like Do-gyeom, Seo-won also felt like he would be very disappointed if he tried to imprint on him and it turned to nothing.
However…
“You’re not confident in my feelings?”
“No. That’s not it, but.”
“I’m confident.”
Seo-won spoke firmly while looking straight into Do-gyeom’s eyes.
He had no intention of forcing the imprint if Do-gyeom didn’t want to, but if that was the reason, there was no reason not to try.
Moreover, if Seo-won postponed it after what Do-gyeom said, wouldn’t that make him even more distrustful?
He wanted to reassure Do-gyeom, and above all, he had conviction. The conviction that he could try imprinting on him now.
Seeing Do-gyeom’s eyes waver a little, Seo-won continued.
“And even if it doesn’t work today, there will be so many opportunities in the future. We’ll be living together for the rest of our lives. So let’s try little by little. But…”
Even if Seo-won couldn’t imprint on him today, it wouldn’t change their relationship.
Although it’s natural for people to meet and break up, they were a couple who had promised to marry. There hadn’t been any problems in the process of preparing for marriage, so he had never thought of breaking off the engagement.
“I really… trust and like you. I want you to know that.”
“…Seo-won.”
As Seo-won took a breath and finished speaking, Do-gyeom opened his mouth in a low voice.
It felt like he had told Do-gyeom countless times that he liked him, but his voice seemed to tremble finely as if it still wasn’t enough, as if it was shaking.
Do-gyeom looked at Seo-won with a complex gaze that was hard to describe, and cupped Seo-won’s cheeks with both hands. As Seo-won slightly raised his head following the guiding hands, Do-gyeom slightly bent his waist and tilted his head.
“Mmph…”
As their faces got closer and closer, his lips softly overlapped on Seo-won’s lips.
Through slightly parted lips, his tongue pushed in. The sticky flesh searched Seo-won’s gums as if checking his teeth as soon as it entered, then went deep inside and tightly entwined Seo-won’s tongue with his own.
Although it was Do-gyeom’s lips that Seo-won suddenly had to accept, perhaps because his heart was completely open to him, Do-gyeom’s pheromones rolling in through his mouth seemed to fill his chest to the brim. It felt like Do-gyeom’s pheromones were completely enveloping his body.
He could strongly smell his alpha pheromones. If his pheromones were this intense now, how much deeper would his presence become if they imprinted? He couldn’t even imagine.
Wanting to accept him even a little more, Seo-won opened his mouth wider and tried to accept his tongue.
As Seo-won actively accepted, Do-gyeom grasped the back of Seo-won’s neck and pushed his tongue in deeper. As he lightly scratched the delicate spot with the tip of his tongue, a chill ran down Seo-won’s spine.
“Ngh…”
Startled by the erotic stimulation, Seo-won tried to push his body back, but he was already caught and had no escape. Seo-won grabbed Do-gyeom’s clothes as his breath faltered, but Do-gyeom didn’t care and pounced deeper.
The kiss lasted longer than usual. Only when Seo-won was short of breath and his vision was spinning did Do-gyeom slowly exhale and pull away with a satisfied face like a beast that had feasted.
His eyelids trembled, soaked in the afterglow of the kiss. As Seo-won tried to open his eyes with force, before he could, Do-gyeom spread his arms and hugged Seo-won tightly.
“Ah…”
It was overwhelming to be hugged so tightly that it was suffocating. Seo-won reflexively tried to push him away a little, but he froze at Do-gyeom’s words as he buried his face in Seo-won’s shoulder.
“Thank you.”
“…”
As Seo-won stopped trying to push him away and clenched his fingers, Do-gyeom continued.
“I was… afraid because I like you too much.”
“…I know.”
At Do-gyeom’s words like an explanation, Seo-won said he understood and stretched his arms to hug Do-gyeom’s waist.
Honestly, if he had refused Seo-won’s imprint for another reason, Seo-won would have been disappointed, but it wasn’t for that reason, and rather, he could understand because Do-gyeom was afraid because he was sincere to Seo-won.
And… He pitied Do-gyeom even more and wanted to imprint on him even more.
He hoped Do-gyeom would no longer feel anxious about him.
He fervently hoped he could imprint on Do-gyeom today.
Seo-won completely leaned his body against Do-gyeom’s, wishing earnestly.
* * *
Plop, plop.
Like the breadcrumbs of Hansel and Gretel, clothes fell one layer, two layers, following the footsteps.
By the time Seo-won was naked, it was in the bedroom, and when the overlapping lips parted, he was laid on the bed.
“Ah, ugh…”
As soon as he was laid on the bed, Do-gyeom sucked on his neck. Although it was only leaving red marks as if revealing possessiveness, moans burst out involuntarily like exclamations. Because his pheromones had excessively flowed into Seo-won due to the earlier kiss, his body reacted sensitively just by being touched.
Do-gyeom stroked Seo-won’s cute and round back of the head, then slowly lowered his hand down his body.
One hand that crept down arrived at his waist, and the other arrived at his chest. With his fingers, he tickled the pink nipples with a touch as light as a feather, pressed and pinched hard enough to crush the buds, and scratched with the tips of his fingers.
The touch that varied from moment to moment was excruciatingly acute. Even though he hadn’t touched the lower part yet, the exposed genitals stood upright as if touching the stomach and dripped with clear love fluid. As if that wasn’t enough, the back hole was wet with love fluid flowing out as if fully prepared to accept Do-gyeom.
Seo-won wasn’t the type to have a lot of love fluid because he was a heated omega, but when he was with Do-gyeom, it was as if he wasn’t a heated omega.
“Heu, uh, hyung…”
“Haa…”
When Seo-won called Do-gyeom sobbing, Do-gyeom let out a suppressed breath. He seemed to be in a situation not much different from Seo-won, his breaths bursting out were hot enough to burn.
Secretly looking down, his thing was also intimidatingly erect, revealing an extraordinary presence. If he was that aroused, it would be hard for him to endure any longer.
So Seo-won thought he would stop the foreplay and insert, but Do-gyeom defied expectations.
He seemed to lower his body a little, then he put the pink nipple that had popped out from excitement in his mouth with a pop.
“Ahhh!”
Slurp, suck…
As if on purpose, Do-gyeom sucked on the chest while making wet sounds.
Even before, Seo-won used to feel embarrassed when Do-gyeom sucked his chest, but now milk was coming out of his chest.
A grown adult. Do-gyeom wouldn’t be doing that because he wanted to drink Seo-won’s milk, it would be to give foreplay like before, but with the situation like this, it felt more embarrassing than before.
Fortunately or unfortunately, Seo-won’s milk didn’t come out well compared to others because of his heated omega constitution. Because of that, even if Do-gyeom sucked like that, not a single drop of milk had come out yet, but to that extent, Do-ha had bitten and sucked a lot, so it was swollen. Sometimes it hurt just by clothes brushing against it, so it hurt a bit when he sucked like that.
Seo-won made a tearful face and tried to dissuade Do-gyeom.
“Euk… don’t do that… What if, what if milk comes out…”
“I’ve eaten semen, so there’s no reason I can’t eat this.”
However, Do-gyeom lightly ignored it. It was a reaction as if eating milk was nothing compared to semen.
Translation Notes:
Omegaverse Guide – Male omegas do lactate, but only during and shortly after pregnancy. Their breasts do not remain enlarged as females’ do, and are generally small even when lactation occurs. Beta and omega females lactate as well, and retain the fatty tissue in their breasts.