I Became the Maid of the Lout Prince - Chapter 264 [Clam Soup (1)]

T/N: This comeback bonus chapter is sponsored by James B. (2/14). The last chapter I’ll be translating is Chapter 315. Also, THIS CHAPTER IS RATED R-19!

…What on earth am I doing right now?

I came here to ask Ethan about his wish, didn’t I? I came all the way to Ethan’s room in the middle of the night, so…

How did it even end up with me giving Ethan permission to… give me cunni—no, to let him lick me down there with his mouth?

‘It’s all because of that damn tea…’

The source of all this trouble was undoubtedly that suspicious tea.

Ever since I drank it, strange words kept spilling out of my mouth, and sometimes, my body wouldn’t even move the way I wanted it to.

Let me be clear again: this wasn’t something I wanted.

There’s no way I’d willingly agree to let Ethan do this to me, let alone calmly undress myself and prepare to receive cunnilingus. Definitely not.

‘…Still, this is a hundred, no, a thousand times better than asking him to do it from behind.’

Sure, this is insanely embarrassing too, but if I have to expose myself, facing forward is definitely better than showing my back. Yeah.

Like I did when Ethan touched my chest before, I instinctively removed my top, then my camisole. Since I was in sleepwear, I hadn’t worn a bra to begin with.

I then pulled off my bottoms, and then my panties, leaving myself completely naked. The wave of embarrassment crashing over me made it hard to even stand.

‘I… I’m standing behind Ethan completely naked right now, right?’

I’d only ever let him see as far as my chest before, so this was only the second time I’d exposed my whole body to him.

Even the first time, in the bathroom, I’d made sure he only looked at the front and didn’t properly see my lower half. In a real sense, this was probably the first time I was showing him everything.

…At this point, hiding or covering up wasn’t an option. Asking him to use something like a blindfold out of embarrassment would just feel even more pathetic.

If I was going to go so far as to cover up like that, I should’ve refused outright from the beginning. Not that I’d agreed to this of my own will in the first place, but anyway, I mean in a similar situation, I would’ve.

“Lili, are you done yet?”

“J-Just a moment! I… I need to mentally prepare myself…! Could you count to ten before turning around?!”

“One, two, three…”

As Ethan counted slowly, one number per second, I quickly lay down on the bed, placing my hands neatly together on my stomach.

I also made sure to keep my expression as neutral as possible, trying to look like none of this fazed me.

“…Eight, nine, ten.”

I worried for a moment that Ethan might suddenly turn around before I was ready, but he patiently finished counting to ten before slowly turning his head.

“……”

“……”

“……”

“…E-Ed?”

“…Ah, yeah. Sorry, Lili.”

Ethan, who had been staring blankly at my naked body for a while even after turning around, finally snapped back to his senses when he heard my voice.

It seemed like seeing a woman’s private parts for the first time had caught his interest quite a bit.

…It’s his first time, right? Surely, Ethan hasn’t already had experiences with other women and I’m just the first one showing him?

Even thinking about asking that question felt far too embarrassing, so I just decided to focus on getting through what needed to be done. I wasn’t some clingy boyfriend whining about whether I was his girlfriend’s “first” or not.

“Y-You can do whatever you want, Ed. I… I’m ready now.”

“…Ah, yeah.”

“Since you said you’d use your mouth, I’m not going to be petty and say stuff like you’re only allowed to touch with your mouth… or anything like that. You can touch, you can look. Just… just keep my ‘purity’ intact, and whatever else is fine….”

“…Got it.”

That’s it. I’d said everything I needed to say. Now, all I had to do was calmly wait for… no, endure whatever Ethan decided to do.

If I stayed like this, lying quietly on my back and staring up at the ceiling while counting the patterns one by one, he’d finish doing whatever he needed to do, and this whole ordeal would come to an end. From here on, it was just a matter of enduring the time left.

I suppressed my emotions as much as I could, trying my best to pretend it didn’t bother me.

“Lili, I have one question.”

“…What is it, Ed?”

“Was it really necessary to take off the top, too?”

“……”

Ah, shit.

It had become a habit, since he always touched my chest.

“…What, you don’t like it?”

“That’s not what I mean. I mean, I’m fine with it.”

“…Then what’s the problem? Why ask such an embarrassing question?”

“Sorry, Lili. I was just genuinely curious.”

“It’s just a habit, okay? That’s why I took it off. Happy now?”

“Got it. Sorry for asking and making you feel awkward.”

…Annoying.

That weirdly casual attitude of his has been annoying me since earlier. How he casually ruins the mood after I’ve worked up all this nerve is also annoying.

Even the way he apologizes twice to seem considerate is annoying. And on top of all that, his ridiculously good-looking face annoys me too.

Why doesn’t he just get it over with? Why does he have to keep making me feel so on edge?

“I’m going to touch you now, Lili.”

Stroke.

“Ah, h-haaah…”

Just as my head was spinning with irritation and the situation felt unbearably tangled, Ethan’s soft voice broke through, followed by something thin brushing between my thighs.

The sensation of a single finger tracing between my thighs and over the crease of my groin—it was the first time I’d ever been touched by someone else there. My body twitched instinctively, and before I realized it, I let out a quiet, sensual moan.

Stroke.

“Ahh, u-uuunnhhh!”

Stroke, stroke.

“Ah, h-haaah… hah…”

…Squelch.

“Ah, mmmph… hah!”

The sticky sound coming from between my thighs jolted me back to full awareness. I immediately realized that the source of the sound was the fluid coming out of my body.

When I lifted my head, startled by the strange noise I’d made, Ethan also looked toward me, clearly surprised. On his finger, which had just been rubbing between my thighs, was a glistening string of sticky fluid stretching down onto my thighs.

Annoyed for no reason and flustered by his silent stare, I snapped at him as if to excuse myself, feigning anger.

“W-What are you staring at?! It’s just… It’s just a natural bodily reaction, okay?!”

“…I didn’t say anything, Lili.”

“It’s n-not like I got wet because I was all worked up about the thought of being touched by you, Ed! No way! There’s no chance it happened because I started imagining things even before you touched me!”

“…Huh?”

“Ah!”

Ah, shit. This goddamned mouth of mine.

Maybe the lingering effects of the tea were still in my system, but I’d blurted out nonsense again. The worst part was, what I’d said was true—but there was no way I’d willingly admit something like that right in front of Ethan!

Realizing that the more I spoke, the worse this was going to get, I quickly clapped both hands over my mouth, signaling to Ethan that I wasn’t going to say another word.

“……”

“Lili? Could you repeat what you just said?”

Shake, shake.

“Just once. I think I must’ve misheard.”

Shake, shake.

“So, you’re not going to say anything now? Seriously?”

Nod, nod.

“…Alright, fine. You don’t have to talk anymore. It doesn’t really matter, anyway.”

There was an odd, uneasy tone in Ethan’s voice as he spoke. Then, I felt his hands gripping the insides of my thighs.

A second later, I felt the sensation of my legs being gently spread apart. That indescribable humiliation stabbed through my mind like a dagger.

Slide, slide.

“……!!!”

Calm down. Just calm down. He’s only looking.

After all, this was something I’d have to get through if we were going to do “that act” Ethan had mentioned. Asking him to forcefully push his tongue through my tightly closed thighs to lick me would’ve been even worse.

…Still, that sticky sound from earlier lingered in my mind, making me self-conscious.

I’d been squeezing my thighs together desperately, as if trying to hold back something that felt like it was about to leak out. By now, the fluid spilling from between my legs was probably running down and soaking the bed beneath me.

The fact that I wasn’t hiding any of it, showing Ethan every humiliating detail, was the worst part. Truly, this was the most shameful thing I’d ever shown him—more than anything before.  

“…….” 

“…….”

Meanwhile, Ethan continued to silently stare at the area between my legs, saying nothing. With him doing that, and me lying there showing my private parts, I felt like my head was going to burst with heat.

If he was going to do something, he should just get on with it. Why was he sitting there admiring it like that? Not that I could blame him, I suppose—if I were in his position and had Lilith’s body right in front of me, I’d probably be mesmerized, too.

On that note, wasn’t this world’s Lilith supposed to be a virgin? And not just any virgin, but someone who’d never looked at anyone else except for her one guy? 

No, that wasn’t quite right, I meant she was someone who’d never had anything of a man enter her body. She was pure, through and through.

The only flaw in that purity was the fact that it was my body now, but that didn’t matter much to Ethan in the moment.

‘One minute… no, three minutes. That’s the limit, seriously.’

If he kept staring past that point, I’d have to clamp his head between my thighs or wrap my calves around the back of his neck or something.

I was being lenient because I’d been a man in a past life, and I understood the mindset. A virgin’s frustrations should be met with some understanding, after all.

…Of course, unlike me in my previous life, Ethan was a voluntary virgin, which made a difference. But that wasn’t important.

For about a minute, Ethan did nothing after spreading my legs. He just stared, quietly observing.

The feeling of fluid dripping out from between my legs was something I tried my best to ignore. Once I’d already shown him everything, it didn’t seem to matter how much wetter I got—it was all equally humiliating, anyway.

So there he was, staring at me like he was admiring the most prized fruit from some nobleman’s orchard. But finally, after about a minute of that, Ethan started doing something.

…Though it wasn’t exactly the cunnilingus I was bracing myself for.

Stretch.

“Ah, h-huuh?!”

I never thought having that part spread apart by someone else’s hand could be this mortifying.

I’d thought it couldn’t get any more embarrassing than the way I’d been leaking like some kind of female animal earlier. But no, there’s always another level of humiliation—it was a harsh reminder of one of life’s lessons from my previous world.

While I was spiraling into ever deeper pits of shame, Ethan, completely unfazed, said something that made my ears burn even hotter.

“You’re so cute, Lilith.”

“H-huuh?!”

“Even this part of you is adorable… truly lovable. I mean it.”

“H-hmph, h-hmmmph, hnngggh…!!”

Ethan’s absurd confession of love made me feel like my head was about to explode.

How could he say such things without any sense of shame? I couldn’t help but feel a little resentful toward him. He didn’t even realize how hard it was for me to endure this humiliation just to show him something so private.

I’d been planning to hold my tongue until the end, but this time, I just couldn’t let it slide. Carefully, I moved my hands away from my mouth and spoke.

“Pfft, E-Ethan…”

“Hm? Are you feeling like talking again?”

“Can… Can you see it well? My… My hymen….”

“…What?”

“My proof of purity… can you see it clearly?”

Stretch.

“…Yeah, I can see it. That thin membrane right in the middle… that’s a sign of your virgin… ‘proof of purity,’ isn’t it?”

“T-That… You’re the first person to see it directly, Ed. Isn’t it… lovable? It’s proof of a woman’s untainted purity….”

“…Yeah.”

“I-I can’t see it for myself, after all. Even though I’ve bathed with people like Isabel or Catherine before, we’ve never gone so far as to show each other… that. S-So, really, truly, you’re the first person to ever see it, Ed….”

“Lili….”

“And I’ll never show it to anyone else besides you. Not to another man, not to another woman—never to anyone. Because that’s the charm of a pure virgin, isn’t it? Heh, heh….”

“……”

No, wait.

That’s not what I meant to say.

This stupid mouth of mine—again!

I didn’t know why my old-world thoughts on virginity had suddenly burst out, but the words were already spoken.

At this point, I had no choice but to forget everything that happened tonight by the time morning came.

…I didn’t think I’d ever be able to meet Ethan’s eyes properly again while sober.

“……”

“……”

We both fell silent, unable to find anything else to say in the heavy quiet that filled the room.

Lick.

“H-Huah?! Hyaaah?!”

Without a word, Ethan leaned forward and pressed his lips to the crease of my inner thigh. Slowly, he began to lick.

T/N

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Chapters 265 and 266 to follow shortly!